mE anD nO onE eLsE

...random thoughts....

2006-09-27T20:07:00.000+08:00

my last post was on 1st january... its bn looong. have bn too busy enjoying life i guess! since my contract wif e army ended in march, time really flies. Alot of plans were made esp goin overseas for holidays. but i ended up goin nowhere. So i worked, party, worked, party, party, party. Haha... Too lazy to party nowadays tho. Plus no time. I realised dat i have been spending lesser time wif Fit. I feel so bad. Im so bad at time management...!

A lot of things goin on in my life ryt now. my head is in a mess. Due to assignments and e ever increasing workload PLUS other external factors which i STUPIDLY got myself into. Its so hard to describe e mixed feelings. I wanna let it out but it just wuden. Hopefully, everything will be back to normal. Pls, let it be soon............. Just wanna get it done and over with. Help me. whoever....

waTcH iT!

2006-01-01T13:12:00.000+08:00

Siti's on Tv nOw! dUn miSS it... muahaha

Btw, went to kak sarah's hse ydae to c her princess Sulis. So cute. Like me. hahaha... k k, wat i wanna share was e conversation i heard over there. Television as "Telibisen" and Cake as "KEK"! hahaha... it was so hilarious. me, abg, yaya, puny n dad were laughing our ass off. Sorry cik. Cant help it. hehe... it was so makcik... it was cute tho.

t!me fL!es

2005-12-27T09:47:00.000+08:00

i noe i noe... its bn a long tym since i updated ma blog. kinda busy u see. u noe, trying to make sure everythings goin well b4 i gain my freedom in 70+ days.

U see, time really flies. Still remember the 1st tym i stepped onto e land of tekong, e first person i talked to on e island (n im STILL talking to the person now... in BUNK), everything seems so near yet distant. The tsunami last yr seems lyk last month. i was DIS close to death dis tym last yr when jid, moktar n me was in bangkok when the tsunami hits. Thank God.

im not going to talk bout wat i had for lunch, dinner, blah blah blah.... life is much more than dat u noe. obviously! anyway, been thinking alot bout life lately. seein maself in 5 yrs tym, 10 yrs and so on. Its kinda scary, looking at e level of competition in spore. Must learn to get rid of my complacency tho. Well, gonna start uni next yr. Hafta admit im all rusty up there. Who will i turn to for help huh? hmm... guess it'll b ma sis. Luckily she's stil in JC. Now its e other way round. Used to teach her n now she's teaching me!! hee... im cool. not a big issue anyway.

Other than tinking bout my future, frens came into mind. HMmmm.,,, who dya consider true friends? those who laugh with u? cry with u? share problems with? club 2gether? its definitely all of e above and other stuff of course. But haf u ever thought to wat extend are they ur frens? as for me, im more than satisfied with wat i haf in my life ryt now. they r e best.

132 days!

2005-11-01T16:39:00.000+08:00

time now is almost 5. lagi 2 jam je... rasa mcm lame je when ur all alone at hm. kinda bored... hates it when the house is so o quiet.. biasa la, dah slalu kat umah kecoh kan. Now listening to Radja, Takkan melupakan mu. GUess its the next peter pan... sedap2 lagu die, mcm nak ku makan! ish.. mentang2 la pose ni, asek nak makan jer! hee...

btw, 132 days left. In 2 weeks tym, my unit will sart e combine exercise with Indon Army. of all tym, during raye! wat e hell... tapi tkpe. tahun nie mcm malas gitu nak jln raye. stakat kua ngan fam je dah ok... plus klu dpt kua ngan jid n mokta dat will b better la. Dgn bdk2 yg lain tu, haizz... tk kuasa la. biar mereka ngan hidup mereka. OH yar, i haf to go umah andi nye mak angkat! its been a few years seh. ingat lagi zaman sec, slalu gi umah mama. Semenjak dah besar ni kan, tk singgah pon umah dia. i felt so bad seh, nanti diorang ckp pe je, dah besar trus lupe... tanak seh. tapi nak gi ngan sape ek? mokta n jid tk kenal, andi busy. takkan gi sorang?? hmmm... n takkan nak ajak makcik. tu nanti bleh bebual la.

On e 12 kita dah set date tu kua beraye. gi umah kita2 je. tapikan, tiga2 tinggal tmn jurong. Pkai seluar pendek n tshirt sudah! haha... dah ajak makcik. klu makcik join mesti best. at least can intro her to jid n mokta.

Now bout in camp stuff. SOC dah pass, IPPT silver, @nd yr atp pon dah. wat else is ahead eh? hmmm... now wats left is just safkar, ops bacinet, ATEC! so fast man... power power! Cant belive im gonna say this but... im gonna miss NS life man, but ironically glad im gonna b out of it soon. dunn whether will still keep in touch with the men. we'l see...

k now, for the recent updates in my life. still single, but not dat lonely rite now. din noe dat someone managed to change my pendirian about havin a relationship other than "her", and within a few days. omg... anyway, i pray for e better. Insya'Allah...

2005-10-24T23:18:00.000+08:00

hey hey...! juz got my pc repaired finally! was waiting for this moment reali. realised that i cant live without it man. Since i came back from brunei, had a week off. that reali made me lazy. And now, after a week back in camp, i still haf not yet got back my momentum. But its slowly creeping in tho. Got An SOC test tom! e last tym i took it was lyk a yr back? hmm... wonder how i'l fare. Bet i'l fail e 1st tym. K its 1130 now. Gotta go book in. Shit. Thankfully, my beloved gilera is waiting for me.... C ya! (woo hoo! my pc's ok!)

Bye PeePs

2005-09-19T19:22:00.000+08:00

k people... im off to brunei in a few hours time. And its NOT a holiday ait. i say again, its NOT a hollidae. Gonna b there for 3 weeks. So to my frens and luv ones, dun miss me soo much. Juz a lil bit is enuf. I dun wanna come back wiothout any lashes k. c u guys in 3 weeks tym. Oh yar, it will fasting month by then. So in advance, i wish u al "SELAMAT BERPUASA"!!!

God Bless

2005-09-14T00:11:00.000+08:00

Life is unpredictable. Allah maha besar... I feel so sad for kak long and family. A 3-week-old baby by the name of Normala went back to Allah earlier tdae at 1pm. Now undergoing postmortem, and the jenazah will be buried tmrw mornignz.... haizzz.... Abg Roy is so strong. DUnno how he can take e blow. He seems relax but i can feel the sadness deep inside him... As for kak long, i hope she will get well soon. One blow after another. Dat dae was Yai Yasin, and now.... Allah terlalu sayngkan Normala... Dia dah sediakan tempat utk nya di Syurga. To all Muslims who read this, sedekahkan Al-Fatihah utk Allahyarhamha Normala Abdul Razak..... Amin.

Outing wif 3SIB

2005-09-13T15:41:00.000+08:00

Went to orchard together wif other hunderds of soldiers at 0730! Crazy ryt... It was 3SiB Anniversary, and there's no cake??? Wudn call it an anniversary then. It was quite lame actually... Reaching town early in the morning, participated in a treasure hunt which we stopped halfway after realising there's no point in completing it followed by FREE MOVIE ~ The Cave! Luckily, it was free. Wasnt worth my money man... well, here's some pics.

Man, Me, "Runner" SmokErZ b4 e start of movie

Sleepy Andrew ~ (its a miracle dat he can SeCt 2!
sleep in e middle of treasure hunt)

Lyk Real! Didnt even complete leh!! DanGduTz and Hairdresser

AHM OVER!

2005-09-12T21:16:00.001+08:00

AHM OVER!! Had a 21 km "run" ydae morning. HeE.. Or rather not-even-21km walk. Went shopping for stuff for brunei. Cant believe i spent quite alot at beach rd. Went to watch Longest Yard oso. It was damn funny! i give it a 4 out of 5. The storyline was some sort lyk Mean machine actually. U guys better catch it soon ait. hmmm... tink im gonna watch it again. Its nothing wrong watching a movie twice u noe. I used to watch "Dude where's my car" three times. it was worth it of course. Ydae was a half day in camp. But i still reach home at nite... Tym flies veri fast nowadays. I reali tink its slower years back. Can do alot of things in one day. I think someone add a lil more spin to the globe. Jid finally got a job. It was his first day juz now. He said it was fun tho... When will b my 1st dae at werk?? i mean real werk. Not NS werk. Well, shud not luk too far ahead. Nxt wk's my brunei "trip". Wish me all the best. Gotta go. Sis need to complete her project. ciaoZ!

After sooo long....

2005-09-09T15:02:00.000+08:00

Juz came back from outfield on wed. Although its juz a 3D outfield, it felt like a week man. Imagine after being out of action for i think about a few months, the prep for brunei has started. At least its the only outfield we r goin to haf b4 brunei. On mon, we actually did some refresher course, a warm up for tue n wed missions. Ok la, we had fun doin the battle course.... at least. Stayed overnite at the fibua. Didnt really get to sleep dat nyt. The mosquitos were damn irritating. i think they also having their training there. i bet they had a feast on our blood. The next day we moved to our defence area. Most boring part of army. imagine juz sitting there waiting for the enemy to come. How suicidal can u get?? At least pl4 and asrul's sect get to go around looking out for enemies... haizzz... That nyt, Joseph was damn noisy! he kept shouting "halt!" when there's no one coming! Then he started screaming, "Who's that?? Got wild boar balls!!" Hahahaha... Wat the hel.... i bet i cant find anyone like him outside. He's weirdly farny la. Any way fighting against the reservist was damn farny! Imagine a bunch 30 year olds i nthe jungle. i heard from my other frenz dat they juz walk past u, doesnt matter if ur firing at them or not! wats e point ryt! haha... After that they will shout, "enemy down!!" hehe... Cant blame them actually. Think i'l b like that in the near future la. 6 yrs down e road, wif a family at home (i think), wondering why im there in the jungle. Gues the only thing that motivates me to go for resevist will be meeting up wif old frens.

The nest day was the actual killer. WAlked 12km before fighting. And i carried 84 for about 3 km i guess. And it was at the wrong moment! Shit. WHen itook over, we began to walk on the most difficult terrain. Two damn bloody slopes. Luckily there was njaib and lionel.

Well, had to prepare for the worse in brunei. Heard its twice as tough.... But seeing is believing! hehe... let's wait n c...

Btw, its been a while since i meet up wif jid and mok. Wonder whether jid dah dpt keje ke blum. Mokta clearin leaveee!!! Arrgh!! Bila nak abes ni NS!!!! 186 more days! k k, better not count. Macam lama sgt gitu... Chao chin chao! wanna eat ah. tink i'l write again if i got nothing else to do later. Wanna go out but, petrol running low, petrol price up. Guess juz stay at home lor! eh wait, meeting regiment melayu tonite at city hall.

recap...

2005-09-02T16:03:00.000+08:00

its been a loooonng tym since i updated ma blog... well, my recent memorable experience was da KL trip wif the REGIMENT MELAYU!! roxx!! haha... fAd anD lAtiF MIA. too many things laa, or rather stupid things, for me to jot down.

belum lagi jejak kl, izhar da buat perangai! he hold up the whole bus at tuas checkpoint cos he had to ans e call of nature! nasib baik skejap. Once we reach kl, sumone approach us with a brochure asking whether we want stay at his "hotel". RM30 per nite! wat a bargain ryt... it looked sooo nice on the brochure but... jeng jeng jeng! 2, 2, 2 jadi nyeeerr.... 5 ringgit! haha.. it was nice experience tho. dat pakcik oso veri clever. nak rokok, ader je dier nye belit2! nak surat khabar la, tu la, ni la. Luckily its juz for one nite!

We stayed at kl for 3 dayz. Spent most of the days shopping, and shopping and shopping! biasala at Petaling St, klcc, pasar seni, Times square. Then on our last nyt, najib, org tua and me went to Zouk KL. It was happening! Unexpectedly, the gals are hot. Can say they are lyk Spore chicks, and even more daring. But the GUYS, hmmm... no comments. hehe... in e midst of dancing, a gal threw her cigarrette butt on the floor near najib and me! until now, i dunno wats her intent. weird la....

oh ya, after the stay at the cheapo lodge, we switch to a better hotel, Nova Htel. 1 bilik, 7 org! haha... mcm sardin! for ur info, haze hit kl again, but only at room 205! e ventilation in the room cock up! furthermore, all 7 of us smokes. Now they planning to go for another trip. Mayb next yr i think. This tym round, im sure we'l b all prepared. hehe...

Cant wait for nxt wk's outfield. its bn a looong tym. And its our only outfield training b4 embarking our way to BRUNEI. Talking bout Brunei, its juz 2 wks away!

what a week...

2005-08-10T17:28:00.000+08:00

it had been a veriii hectic week. being involved in ndp is no joke man! although its juz a carnival.... dun even haf the energy to update ma blog. and its been a few days since i got the chance to sit in front of ma pc liao.... i'll write again when i haf charged my battery ait. HAPPY NATIONAL DAY!

DOUBLE CHECK WHO YOU SEND YOUR MSG TO!

2005-07-26T06:50:00.000+08:00

What a way to start the day.... Damn heavy rain! juz called my ps to request so that me and najib can book in a bit later. Now im in front of my pc waiting for the rain to subside while najib is still in my room snoozing... Wat the hell...

Btw, i experienced an embarrassing incident on sun night when i juz booked in camp. It was really afeeling that i wun be able to forget for a very long tym. Well, i wanted to, u noe, send a msg to huda saying that i juz reached camp, with a touch of mushy2 stuff.... u noe wat i mean. heE! But....! Due to the POWER OF GOD, guess who i ACCIDENTALLY send it to........................?

My DAD!!!!! OK2, im flashing red again right now. Moral of the story ~ DOUBLE CHECK WHO YOU SEND YOUR MSG TO!

wOndErFuL wEek

2005-07-24T22:12:00.000+08:00

My wonderful week (or rather half-week) started on wed, all thnx to my beloved CT NURHALIZA! went to her concert liaoz! it was a laz minute plan actuali. the atmosphere was much better than the one i went at bkt jalil laz yr. neway, both concert was wonderful....! juz me n mokta went to watch. oh yar, with ani oso. She was alone initially, but kesian punye pasal, i drive there picking up ani on the way. i oso got to noe that huda's goin. heE...! but she wif her fwens la, so shall not disturb. Throughout the 2 hr show, cair dgr suara dia, as always.... if only....... heE, takpe la. stop dreaming! hehe. anyway, after the show, met huda outside and found out that her frenz dah balik. since she's alone, i ajak la dia gi mkn wif mokta and ani. but dia mati2 nak balik! hehe... cute la she. sooo pemalu! takes tym i guess. then in the car she was quiet thruout the journey... kesian plak tgk si mokta and ani kacau dia. But no kacau no fun! ahakz! well that was it ~ wonderful wed.

on fri, me and mokta found this hot spot at Bakerz Inn @ one fullerton. great spot to chill. we sit down and talk. sampai dah takde keje nak buat... kita cari lagu! heE! tk pernah2! wat u guys waiting for?? drop by la bakerz inn!! well, that was my freaky friday... ermm, i mean FABULOUS friday.

sat nyt went handlebar at eden garden @ jb to watch rani's dad perform. the crowd there was soooo unlike sporeans seh. all of them are so friendly... and i reali mean ALL of them. my bro, jid and rani were sitting outside smoking and whova walk past us asked, "asal kat lua? masuk la" and the ladies ther... haiz, tanak comment la. its a great nyt, reali.

then tdae, comes the best part. went to meet huda at bugis. heE! meeting pt ~ Starbucks. when i reached ther, i was looking for murni, but to no avail. so i bought a drink and wait for huda. she arrived at abt 6 i tink. the funny part was we juz sat there and talk and talk till 7+. both of us too lazy to walk arnd. furthermore, the place was sooo bloody crowded. it was a nice outing. cant wait for our next date. anyway, then came murni! lama seh tak jumpe dia. wanted to exchange hugz aCt... but when she saw huda, she said, "eh, nvm 4get it." ahakZ.. funny la she. crazy as eva. wonder when will we go out. slalu plan tk menjadi. thats it for this week.

hoping for a good week ahead....

CT...!!!

2005-07-20T18:16:00.000+08:00

Got a last minute tix to CT nye concert!!! haha! Got to noe there is a 1 for 1 promotion, den ape lagi, calling2 ah org. 1st called my bro, but he said he got jamming, which means jid pon busy. den called mokta... he said anything! pe lagi, straight away called my officer asking for early release. heE! But wat will jid say eh? hehe... he'l definitely say his fav phrase..."dah berubah". takpe la, call him jap agi. oh yar, huda oso going! well, dis the 1st tym i talked bout huda here. i'l talk bout dis special lady some other tym ait??

gotta rush now!

LESSON LEARNT

2005-07-18T20:44:00.000+08:00

24 hours of hardwork down the drain.... well, we deserve it la for not preparing. could haf been a wonderful set......could haf. deep down inside mmg la disapppointd but now i feel that its an experience we should learn from, and its a valuable and priceless one too. One shall not go for last minute preparation. But ppl are so inconsiderate. Not thinking b4 they talk. i noe they haf the right to express thier views. well maybe its fated that i should noe wat's the audience's view of AS. i should take it positively.... i guess. dunno whether bdk2 dah tau cite ke blum. hope they do. BIAR MEREKA SEDAR!

Tuesdays With Morrie

2005-07-16T11:10:00.000+08:00

Great book.

Was kinda bored ydae and so i decided to stroll along Jurong Pt and i ended up buying this book. It can really touch deep inside our hearts. After reading it, it can humble u way down, wakes u up and makes u wonder what happen to our world; selfish, materialistic, going after goals that will nvr satisfy urself.... im not promoting this book or wateva but it realy teaches u about life, friendship, relationship. hmmm... this book managed to change my views on life, slightly at least. heE... well, its not easy u noe!

Here are some of the quotes......

once u learn how to die, u learn how to live
love each other or perish
fate succumbs many a species, one alone jeopardises itself
forgive urself, then forgive others

tell me what u tink bout this story....

It is 1979, a basketball game in the gym.the team is doin well and the student section begins a chant, "we're number 1! we're number 1!" Morrie is sitting nearby. He is puzzled by the cheer. At one pt, in the midst of "We're number 1!" he rises and yells, "What's wrong with being number 2?"
The students look at him. Stop chanting. He sits down, smiling and triumphant.

Unique way of looking at life ryt.... hah! this is so uncommon in spore! where practically erveryone is chasing for the top spot, be it in a topic as important as studies or as lame as queing up for free gifts. What's wrong with being no 2? hmmm... dont u think we might get complacent if we haf this mentality in our minds? ok, its useful when u didn't get a top spot for something. At least it can b used as a form of consoling.
Unique..... But not for me i guess. If wanna motivate me, pls dun use the paragragh above k. it makes me wanna slack. HeE! Find sumthing else. thank you!

oh yar, remember the tym i told about one of my men waiting to get charged? hmm... he got 4mths imprisonment. Thats ok i guess. ryt? compared to the expected 1 yr.... wish him all the best.

Dreaded Sunday Nite

2005-07-10T22:28:00.000+08:00

end of my forever-short weekend......................

so, wat did i do tdae?? hmm... went tutoring at noon, den went straight to IMM tgk Anugerah. hehe... the contestants were gd la... but all the voice are lyk soooo common. Very few stand out. Ceh! Mcm judge je bebual... got alot of things to comment la but i'll be lyk e person whom i criticize at the bus that dae! so forget it.

there's this fren of mine, sani. pity him though. He looked sooo down after the performance. Din even get to sing the chorus part. Juz now was lyk another Anak Seni bonding session! heheh! hmmm.... i wonder? wat if jid doesnt haf COS duty? will he come over to IMM with us? wat will be the guys' reaction? hmmm.... only god knows.

k peeps... gtg. booking in tym................... ZzZzZz

Surprise...Surprise....

2005-07-09T14:54:00.000+08:00

got a call from my platoon sergeant ydae... told me that ther's a motivational talk at yjc for those involved in ndp. i thought.... "for f**k?" but i went down anyway.....unfortunately!

it was all a SCAM!!! once there, we were told to gather at the hall together with some schoolkids. then, those on stage were some teens in jogging attire... hmmzzz... fishy smell anyoneee??

damn it... we had to learn the ndp fun dance!!! wat a waste of tym. Forcing me to wake up at 8am to dance along e steps of... bluek!!... Taufik!!

"Come On GuYs....! DaNce lYk TaufiK....!" shouted the bloody teen.

why muz she keep on shouting his name? heard enuf of him already....

aniwaez, we had fun though... hahahaa

my 1st...!

2005-07-09T06:10:00.000+08:00

u guys can call me slow for wateva i care....
finally, i got e tym to create a blog just for me!
creating it is e easy part... but i juz cant find the tym to jot down the things that are happening around me... which is accumulating recently.
so i guess i juz hafta haf a blog.

1st and foremost... my experience in camp.
its juz getting better! although not much activities in camp ryt now, im realli getting closer to my men.
every single day, we talk cock in their bunk, play carrom la, smoke, play carrom again, smoke again, and this continues! hehe... quite lame actually, but i dun care. we enjoyed it.
next wk is the start of our guard duty @ marina. kinda looking 4wad to it. we will b prowling around marina on bicycles! how coool!and alot of my men wanna do their shift with me! guess its bcos im one of the slackest commander around... talk like them, behave lyk them. unlike some other commanders who juz wayang in front of OC, Encik and PS! f***kers.... hate them to the max. bloody backstabbers... now one of my most reliable man is waiting for his charge, the IO said minimum 1 yr... haizz... gonna lose him for atec. why, why why??? why muz the cid open up his case now? not nxt yr after atec? its a big blow for him... dunno how he's gonna take it.

recently ryt, my company organised this cohesion thingy at sentosa. another fun and bonding activities... i lOike.....! the one circled are my section! they are the best i can ask for.... each haf their own strenght and weaknesses. joseph, the one at the background center, is the joker of the platoon, or even the company! he walks as if he's dancing, he runs as if he's dancing... aiyah, everything he does luks as if he's dancing! very single thing that he did, makes peeps laugh. ok ok... i noe its bad but we juz cant help it. there's this one time where he approach me and ask y everyone makes fun of him?! hehe... being his commander, i juz had to console him and tell him otherwise. anywayz... he's more accepting of others now, more secure.

Now bout jijid... eveyone in anak asking me bout him. welll, im sure he'l suceed no matter where he go. i have accept the fact, mokta haf accept e fact.... guess its juz the others who still hold grudges. its juz a matter of time b4 they move on....

alot more to write actually... some other tym je la.